Name: Justin S.
You'll find many different things on this blog. Video games, tattoos, piercings, women of all kinds of beauty (NSFW mostly ;) ), comics, music (you'll see a lot of metal and Metallica :) ), TMNT (I am sort of obsessed with them), art mostly of the 3D world with digital stuff too and well whatever I feel like reblogging I guess. If you dig it, awesome. If not, oh well. Can't please em all.
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Tonight is one of those nights where I LOATHE myself. Today started off alright. Sorta a regular day I suppose. As the day progressed I started to dive deeper and deeper into my head and that’s when I start to think bad/negative thoughts.
I’m still not in a good place no matter how many times I tell myself that I am. I bullshit my way through each day wandering aimlessly throughout my own thoughts. Everything seems fake and not real but I put on a mask to pretend everything is alright. In reality, I am lost, in shambles and confused. Everyday is a struggle no matter how “good” I feel about myself. Some days I wonder why I even bother.
I hate how I become like this. I feel so weak and disgusting…………
It scares me sometimes, the emptiness I see in my eyes.